Monday's Blog: Facing Reality

I had a terrible weekend. I didn't get to ride because I hurt myself last week and I needed to rest the injury. This left me stuck at home with too much time to think.

Here is what happened with all that time to think. I discovered that someone I care too much about just really doesn't care about me. Yes, I said it. I have had this pointed out to me over and over again by friends and strangers. I have cried my last tear over this. The fact is, this person never was with me, not really. He showed up for me once and after that he did everything he could to push me away. That's ok. (If you are reading this, you are off the hook. You don't have to pretend anymore. We are good. I will always respect you and care about you. Thank you for the part you have played in my life.)

Someday someone who actually earns my feelings will come into my life. When he does, I will spoil him and he will spoil me back. Until that man shows up, it's my turn and it is all about me. I am putting me first. I will become the person I know I am and in the end, I will be happy and strong and beautiful.

I'm not sure I will blog anymore this week so if I don't Happy Thanksgiving.


Simply,
Laura


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Wednesday Blog: Fight and laugh!

You all know may remember that I lost my dad to lymphoma when I was 5. My dad was 27. This weekend a co-worker of mine lost her battle with breast cancer. She was 39 and has 5 children, the youngest is 6. Cancer sucks and so forgive me for being a little sad today, it is her funereal. This is in honor of Maria and my dad and my grandparents and all those who lost the battle against cancer and all those who won and all those who are fighting! Fight on! Let's beat cancer!





















Okay, a few funny things I pinned too because I can't leave you all sad! We will beat cancer! Believe!




I need this shirt! My brother is always telling me I'm crazy. I'm not crazy. (I'm not weird either, for the record). What I am is silly and funny and me! However I do love this shirt!




This just made me laugh!




Hehe! For my Harry Potter fans!




Sometimes I may or may not feel like this!

There were other funny things but the language was pretty bad so I won't repost them. (Even though they made me laugh!)

Have a good day today! Tell someone you love them. Don't take anyone you care about for granted. Don't waste time you may not have! Be happy!!

Simply,
Laura





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Monday's Blog: Weekend Update and Weight Loss Update

Friday night I had my first night ride at North Shore. A few observations:
-My night vision is terrible.
-Even with lights on my handlebar and helmet seeing is an added challenge!
-Things in a dark wooded area look and sound different at night.
-Keep your mouth closed at all times when riding with a light on your head. (Unless you really like eating bugs.)

Cool story:
By now if you follow my blog you have heard me mention my first, disastrous ride of August 1 at North Shore. If you read my It's Ok Thursday blog from 8-2-12 you know about Mick and Chuck and how they rescued me when I was lost. Friday night I was riding North Shore when a man came from behind me and I pulled over. I'm a slow rider and I get in the way of all the fast boys. The man who was behind me stopped to make sure I was okay and I explained I just pulled over so he could pass. He thanked me and started off but stopped. He looked back at me and said: "Hey, did you get lost out here a while back?" I laughed and said "Yes, was that you who rescued me?" He said "I thought it was you! You got a new bike! Yes, it was me and another guy."
Now, I am positive it was Mick I ran into. He is the one who gave me the water and he talked to me, giving me pointers. How he recognized me three months later in the dark much less remembered my bike is beyond me! I just was really happy to see him and get a chance to thank him again! I also laughed to myself that Chuck would be getting a call that went like this: 'Hey, remember that crazy woman we rescued a while back? I ran into her out at North Shore Friday. Crazy woman is still riding!' Not really, he is one of the nicest guys. I feel really lucky to have met them that night!

Saturday was more riding. Rowlett Creek Preserve with Julie. We had a blast. There was also Longhorn and Irish football.

Later that night was my brothers 40th birthday bash. He teases me because I am older. I tease him because he looks older!




Here is my brother, mom, me and my step-dad. The kids are coming over for a family party later. My brother's girlfriend did an awesome job with the party!

Sunday I rode North Shore in a slight drizzle. I was very careful riding for a couple of reasons. First everything is slippery when wet, especially roots and rocks. Second, I wanted to make sure the trail was okay. Just because the trail was open, doesn't mean it can't be damaged. Luckily the ground was very hard and no damage was done. (I promise, Brannon!)



Skye got a little muddy but not too bad!


I got a little muddy too but the trail was fine! No ruts. It really wasn't very wet. Most of this is from going through the creek which was a little higher because of rain.



Okay, I promised a weight loss update so here it is: I have lost another 2 pounds since starting Weight Watchers two weeks ago. 4 pounds is a healthy weight loss. This is what I keep telling myself because I really want dramatic results! They will come in time. I really can tell the biking is making a huge difference in my bottom and legs. Now for weight lifting. Boo!

So, how was your weekend? Happy Monday! Let's get it!


Simply,
Laura


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Blog Update: It's Ok Thursday!

Ah, it's been a little bit of time since I managed an an It's Ok Thursday. Too busy I guess!

It's Ok:

*That I am already frustrated with my diet. I am doing everything right but the progress is slow! I am trying to be patient and realize that I need to just focus on healthy eating and working out and the scale will take care of itself.

*That REI on-line didn't have the riding shirt I really wanted because I found it last night at the Plano store!



I had to try it on when I got home! I love it even if it is hot pink!

*That I found out last night in my basic bike maintenance class that I have been washing my bike with a hose and that is a no-no!

*That I may not be ready yet for clipless on my bike. I talked to the rep at REI and he suggested I go with a grip pedal for now. Painful if you knock your shin but your feet won't slip.

*That I got my new riding pants last night that I ordered and they are a little big. I love them and I can't wait to wear them but this just proves my body is changing. I just need to keep going!

*That I need to quit buying ladies XL. This is the problem. In my head I am an XL but I am not! That is really OK!!

*That sometimes I just don't care about dating. I am there right now. If someone shows interest in me I am kind of like "Eh". I just don't want to go through that "Getting to know you" phase.

*That I really wish I had a snuggle buddy even though I don't want to go through the "Getting to know you" phase. I miss that!

*That people send me anonymous blog comments that I want to respond to but can't! I appreciate everyone's feedback which has been super sweet and positive! Thank you!!!

That's what's ok with me! What's ok with you?

Simply,
Laura


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