I am stuck right now. So stuck I can't write.
So stuck I can't think
I had a conversation with a friend last night and realized this morning that I am right back where I was when I was 19 years old. I have made no progress. I have learned nothing. I have gotten nowhere. I feel the exact same way about myself that I did then and I have no idea how to change it or fix it and I don't know where to go to make it better. I have done everything I am supposed to do. I have taken all the magic pills. I have sat on all the magic sofas. I have prayed. The pain doesn't go away. The pain never stops. I am lost. I am am simply lost.
